I sent your girl a message, Ill see her when i can, she sent me one back,but i aint never read it, cuz pussy is only pussy , i get it when i need it....

Song listening too: A night off - Drake feat. lloyd
Current life mood: getting back on track, with some one new 'hopefully' by my side
overall morning rating- 7.5 Because of the sticky humidity

I decided to tell a story. I was on the phone with ym girl talking about how she thinks i might stay with this new guy. And obviously, me being so pessimistic, i replied " i doubt it, i get bored to easily. Feelings dont mean shit now, its my feelings in the long run." And she replied by agreeing that i am a player, WHICH IM NOT, i just get bored... hey, at least i dont fuckn cheat on people... anyways i told her how this one family basically like me.. yes i mean THE WHOLE FAMILY. now here goes the circle of love and infatuation...">more because it was too hard to pay attention to on the phone, i talk to much shit xD lol

Circle of love, hate, infatuation

1.
1. Dealt, basically dated, this guy who looks like Kanye West throughout elementary school. C
Why it failed : He never asked me out, i got sick of waiting

1. This boy, T, started to like me, dealt with him throughout grade 9
Why it failed : Kept getting bored

1. In grade ten, C started to like me again, but onceagain he lofted on your relationship again
Why it failed : LOFT

1. The same summer C&T's boy started to like me, but i dont catch feelings for a person quickly. Ask any of my friends... if i catch feelings quickly, that is a sign that i will get bored of that person... Thus i wasnt feeling D, but he took em to a Spanish festival and told his boys W WERE TOGETHER. IM LIKE WTF SINCE WHEN.. but for some dd reason i gave it a chance..
Why it failed : FAILED HORRIBLY, he was already talking about taking my virginity and how he loves me.. over like 5 days.. WOW MOSSSS

1. D's cousin, J, started to like me, but D got angry and told him to stop talking to me... Even though we didnt cuz he is a good Friend of mine, too this day (L)
Why it failed : Not my type

1. After i broke with D, WHO I WAS NEVER SUPPOSE TO DATE HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE, his friend R started to like me but he played me... so i guess he didnt really like me... even though i liked him a lot... but w.e
Why it failed : He is a player

1. D's brother KISSED ME, and im like NO! ur brother.. like WTF..
Why it failed : He was D's brother and he had a girl... why

1. D's brother, Ri.. not R, its Ri ( just so u can distinguish them), has this really close friend named L, and he started to like me and stood up for me when R talked shit about me en things like this. So i dated him, (THE ONLY PERSON I ACTUALLY GAVE CONSENT TO DATE AND IT WAS MY CHOICE)
Why it failed : He cheated on me.. and wanted me back a year later, pusssy

1. Recently i went to a jam with D and R... we re acquainted after this whole mix up happened
D's other cousin, Dom**** was trynna holaa (he is so fine, sorry),
Why it failed : i didnt because i wasnt trynna do this shit twice in a row. I hurt D enough

1. Same jam, R's cousin, tried to holla at me, M... And R started to like me, not in a player type way, surprisingly
Why it failed : his cousin was not too good looking... not to be shallow, cuz im really not, but i mean u have to be somewhat attracted right?

1. Like i said, R started to like me again..
Why it failed : His cousin M tried to holla and R got cheesed so we stopped talking. now mans in the bin (FREE UP) plus he still has my speakers : *kisses teeth

1. In the end... D talks to me once in a while, Ri still wants to chill and go to the movies en shit, R is in the bin, M got cheesed at em cuz i stopped talking to him for making R mad at me, L is just a lil bitch back to his crazy ass next white girl who put him in the bin twice already, Dom**** is in Montreal now, C still calls em everyday (ill always care for him ), J styll asks me out on dates and we go places cuz he si my boy (y), and T well we just say hi to each other now because he is WAAAAAAAAY too cocky now...


P.S- I didnt even mention every one of D's friend who tried to holla, they ment nothing, so thurr not worth my time... But ya, just ot justify myself, im sure this makes me look like a bitch. But D didnt tell people we were dating in the first place, i would never have hurt him, because im pretty sure i never would have dated him in the first place. Plus all HIS boys are the one that holla'd... the only one i went to was L.... Since R screwed me within a week, so thats soft... Well everything happpens for a reason. And this reason was worth blogging about !

Finishing song: turn my swagg on -Keri Hilson Version

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