Its like he doesnt get it. B just does the most stupid actions and he doesnt understand they are dumb. I know he isnt use to relationships, but i mean maybe your meant to just chill with your hood rats and go with random girls. He is trying, but him trying is less then a regular guy does for me. I cant take it, but yet i always seem to be tricked by hs words. When i tell him whats wrong, he turns the situation around on me, like im the one acting different. WTF? and then i say that i understand why he did this, and blah blah, and then i feel like the wrong doer. WHEN IM NOT... thats it, im done. He texted me to ask me for my girls number without saying good morning or anything. This is the second time he did this too. AND I TOLD HIM THAT'S RUDE AND HE DOES IT AGAIN AS IF ITS FINE.

So he texted me asking for my girls number... Now i asked him if he is still going to summer school. He didnt reply with an asnwer, just a question. Is your text free? ARE U DUMB. we use to text five million times a week and now your concerned? and ya, styll no answer... Imma end this "dealing" thing we have going on. And i have to do it through a text because if i call, he will turn it all on me and i will change my mind. NOPE FUCK THAT...

kkay he answered...

B: Naww no summer school for me

Me: Whyy? you dont need it? or r you just needing an upgrade

B: upgrade

Me: too lazy to go? lol

OMG WHY AM I SO NERVOUS URGHHHHH. breathe in breathe outt. ommmmggg

10 minutes later...

B: Wrd

did he seriously just text that... so i decided, you know what THATS IT, im cutting him off. i do not have time for immaturity right now.. so i said this

Me: yea.. Well i have to tell you something. Over these past two weeks, your right, i have been acting different. Only because of exams and such, but honestly we dont make effort anymore... I think that recently we have been acting more as friends, and i feel thats how we get along the most. So we should just stay as friends.

B: Honestly da reason we dnt talk is cuz of me . I been busy moving and with my dance performances and shit. i think we should keep trying please

i was SHOCKED he said this. i thought this, i thought he was just going to say, okay. BUT NO . THE ONE TIME I TELL A GUY STRAIGHT UP, instead of ignoring his calls, THAT I DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS "ting" anymore. it doesnt work.

i didnt reply for a ten minutes and he said this before i could respond.

B:i still like u alot so idk , ur choice

i dont remember what else i texted....
but he said
B: My performances end at 3 am every time. Lets c if it works out first, okay

M: Well your telling me that you were really to busy to text me good morning once in a while and i was really to busy to call you once in a while. ya i dont know what to say..

b: Okay, but im bout to get on the train, ill text u later it next time

and ya, i didnt change ym mind again. ill blog this soon xD

Finishing song: Your a jerk- New Boyz