Life mood: Completly pointless i have so much shit to do
Song listening to: Novmeber 18th by Drake
im in period three advanced English right now... im BORED as fuck and i should be doing my ten-page essay, but i barely read the second novel which i a, suppose to compare it to the book Washington square. Lets have a check list of all the things i have to hand in by next monday...
1) Journal number 2
2) Journal number 3
3) journal number 4
4) Ten Page comparison essay
5) Canadian International 6 page law essay
6) 30 minute environmental law presentation
7) Religion Newspaper article ISU
Anyways back to the main point, and thats B... Ive been talking about replacement girlfriends or boyfriends... and i just became the victim of a "replacement girl". It hurts, because you know that person really truly likes you, until there ex comes back into the picture. you were all just a "time fill" i guess. Well that was me, and you know what i am a muthafuckin hypocrite. Because the guy i am talking too styll who i have liked for about a month now, is my replacement guy for em ex who i was his replacement too. LMFAOO wow i am just a bundle of fuckery... ANYWAYSSSS I have to add a part two to my definition of a replacement. Not only is that person just filling up space in your life until you realize that your ex is where you want to be, there is a ligther side to it. You may not miss your ex, but you may miss what you had with your ex. Thus you rush into a relationship with some one you like just to replace your ex therefore resuming your last relationship. Basically to sum it up in a nut shell. You dont really want your ex back, you just want that special connection you had with him, btu with another person. not only do you want that connection, but you want to act the same way. But acting like that person is the world to you takes time to develop, and when one is your replcement girl or guy, that feeling will develop way too quick. And therefore it wont develop naturally, thus you may get bored easily or it may fade away sooner then you would expect.
I think the reasons why B is my replacement is to harsh for blogging. until i get the balls to do it, just know he really is my replacement and i dont want him to be
Ending song: Say whats real by drake
Labels: bored, replacement
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