Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Im 16 And I Shouldn't Have To Feel Like This. . .
No music this time... its too late to be listening to music...
Just came back from Falstaff and Jane. I have been chillen with my exes friends a lot lately. FUN
: D especially since i see them more then he does bhuahahah some of them are sexy. like damn. Well i decided not to see them for one week, to give them a rest... Make them miss us.
Anyways
When something is always on your mind, how do u know when will it leave or if it will ever leave. Obviously when you solve the issue, accomplish the goal, or fix the situation, it will leave or at leats it should. What ever it is, until you do something about it, its going to always be on your mind. What if that thing on your mind is being debated because you don't know what people will think of you when you follow through with this action. Or you don't know if you will regret it in the long run. So how do i know if i should act on my impulse or thoughts hoping that the one thing one my mind will go away, if in the end, that might bring more thoughts upon my mind. Though getting rid of the old ones. This one decision that's always on your mind could benefit you, but yet drag you down in the long run. I never lie, literally never. Its not my thing. But this one thing that's always on my mind is what i lie to people about. Simply saying Yes, or No... Depending on the crowd, mood, area, i switch the answer... and yet mostly i say no. Why? This is what makes me think, shouldn't i just follow through with what im lieing to everyone about, so that i know im real, real as ever. To listen to your heart, pleasure, feelings, emotions, or people... What to do.............................?
Just came back from Falstaff and Jane. I have been chillen with my exes friends a lot lately. FUN
: D especially since i see them more then he does bhuahahah some of them are sexy. like damn. Well i decided not to see them for one week, to give them a rest... Make them miss us.
Anyways
When something is always on your mind, how do u know when will it leave or if it will ever leave. Obviously when you solve the issue, accomplish the goal, or fix the situation, it will leave or at leats it should. What ever it is, until you do something about it, its going to always be on your mind. What if that thing on your mind is being debated because you don't know what people will think of you when you follow through with this action. Or you don't know if you will regret it in the long run. So how do i know if i should act on my impulse or thoughts hoping that the one thing one my mind will go away, if in the end, that might bring more thoughts upon my mind. Though getting rid of the old ones. This one decision that's always on your mind could benefit you, but yet drag you down in the long run. I never lie, literally never. Its not my thing. But this one thing that's always on my mind is what i lie to people about. Simply saying Yes, or No... Depending on the crowd, mood, area, i switch the answer... and yet mostly i say no. Why? This is what makes me think, shouldn't i just follow through with what im lieing to everyone about, so that i know im real, real as ever. To listen to your heart, pleasure, feelings, emotions, or people... What to do.............................?
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