Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Im Falling For Him But How Safe is Gravity
Song listening to: Too hard to get over by Lloyd
Well i havent blogged this whole summer. Thats a damn shaime since i had the LIVEST summer. anyways im not even gonna bother to recap my last months. waaaaaaaaay to much. so lets just start off with today... So i finally cut a couple of lose ends from ym life. At leats temporarily. I dont like fakes. I only fuck with the realest. And ifyou dont come correct, the dont come at all.
ANyways so im thinking alot about my ex this past while. and its driving me insaine because i keep running into him. But i can neevr talk to him cuz hes too pussy to do so, since hes always with his baby momma. i was going to see him and his friend this weekend, but A and R flopped and i rather not see him alone. So ill just wait till next weekend when our firend J's jam is. Hopefully that merked bitch wont reach with him. so i can talk to him en shit. but w.e
i cant believe im admitting to these feelings since ive been burying them for a while. But hes the only one ive ever carred about so much. Anything i see, anywhere i go reminds me of him. When i have time to think about anything, my brain some hwo leads to him. I feel breathless, speachless, and actually numb sometimes. and its not even an exaggeration. And it hurts even more just to kno that he ment everything he ever said to me. and if he didnt have a baby momma, you neevr kno where we would of ended up. But everything ahppens for a reason right. i may be sprung styll... but i think its somewhat to do with the forbidden fruit... u want what u dont have... im feelin some next guys a lil bit anyways. so its a softer issue, but at the same time its not.
these guys are ones im kinda feelin and have a chocie of making or trying to make one my next ting. cuz they like me, well matthew might just be trying to get in my pants. but hes fuckin hilrious. so w.eeee lol
choices (wow if anyone sees this shit im exposed) LOL
-Manny
-Matthew
-Shaine
-Daniel
wow i really shouldnt b putting real names up
and then theirs the choices of guys i dont talk to on the regs.. but whose really trynna make a big list of exposing mans LMAOO...
Finishing song: Tie me down by New Boyz
Well i havent blogged this whole summer. Thats a damn shaime since i had the LIVEST summer. anyways im not even gonna bother to recap my last months. waaaaaaaaay to much. so lets just start off with today... So i finally cut a couple of lose ends from ym life. At leats temporarily. I dont like fakes. I only fuck with the realest. And ifyou dont come correct, the dont come at all.
ANyways so im thinking alot about my ex this past while. and its driving me insaine because i keep running into him. But i can neevr talk to him cuz hes too pussy to do so, since hes always with his baby momma. i was going to see him and his friend this weekend, but A and R flopped and i rather not see him alone. So ill just wait till next weekend when our firend J's jam is. Hopefully that merked bitch wont reach with him. so i can talk to him en shit. but w.e
i cant believe im admitting to these feelings since ive been burying them for a while. But hes the only one ive ever carred about so much. Anything i see, anywhere i go reminds me of him. When i have time to think about anything, my brain some hwo leads to him. I feel breathless, speachless, and actually numb sometimes. and its not even an exaggeration. And it hurts even more just to kno that he ment everything he ever said to me. and if he didnt have a baby momma, you neevr kno where we would of ended up. But everything ahppens for a reason right. i may be sprung styll... but i think its somewhat to do with the forbidden fruit... u want what u dont have... im feelin some next guys a lil bit anyways. so its a softer issue, but at the same time its not.
these guys are ones im kinda feelin and have a chocie of making or trying to make one my next ting. cuz they like me, well matthew might just be trying to get in my pants. but hes fuckin hilrious. so w.eeee lol
choices (wow if anyone sees this shit im exposed) LOL
-Manny
-Matthew
-Shaine
-Daniel
wow i really shouldnt b putting real names up
and then theirs the choices of guys i dont talk to on the regs.. but whose really trynna make a big list of exposing mans LMAOO...
Finishing song: Tie me down by New Boyz
Labels: boys, LOL, side tings, the truth
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